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I doubt anyone even visits anymore however I thought it might be a good idea for me to start blogging again. I miss it and the friendships I made through the blogger world. I have a facebook and twitter but the blogs will always have a special place in my heart. Love & Hugs!!! :)

Happy Anniversary to My James

4 years ago today James asked me to be his.......and I was overjoyed to say yes! The last 4 years have been so amazing....we have had our ups and downs but I love him more today then I did back then.....hard to believe! I can't wait to become Mrs. Schwartz and spend the rest of my life living in the love that we share! I love you James!!!!!

"Homewrecker"

"Homewrecker"

Well you're a real hot cookie with a new hairdo
Your high heel boots and your credit card
Long legs and a mini skirt
Yeah you know what works and you work it hard
You smile like such a lady innocent and sweet
You drive the men folk crazy,
But any girl can see
You're just a

[CHORUS]

Homewrecker
I know what you're doin'
You think you're gonna ruin what I got, But you're not
Yeah you little go getter
I'll teach you a lesson
If you get to messin' with my man
You don't stand a chance
No, you're just a homewrecker

I'm sure you waited for a long, long time
To find a man like mine
But honey you're too late
So before you go and make your move
Maybe me and you should get a few things straight
There's two ways we can do this
I'll let you decide
You can take it somewhere else or we can take it outside you little

[REPEAT CHORUS]

Now honey I'm a Christian, But if you keep it up
I'm gonna go to kickin' your pretty little butt
Is that clear enough yeah, you little

I Wanna Die

I Wanna Die
Miranda Lambert

You know it's so complicated, first you love then you hate it
Someone's laughin', someone's cryin', someone livin', someone's dyin'
Somebody always loses an' we still play the game
An' the fire will always burn you an' we still light the flame

Let's make it up, baby 'cause I ain't gonna fight
If you're the death of me, darlin', I wanna die

You always say that you love me an' there is no one above me
Never givin', always takin', never bendin', always breakin'
I know you ain't a liar but you don't tell the truth
An' you're walkin' on a wire wearin' someone else's shoes

If you're handin' out misery, I'll be the first in line
If you're the death of me, darlin', I wanna die

Tear it up, break it down
Put my heart on your sleeve an' wear it all over town
I know you're a player but you don't play by the rules
An' I'm just another in a long line of fools

Yeah, it's so complicated, I love then I hate it
I'm laughin', you're cryin', you're livin', I'm dyin'
Somebody always loses an' we still play the game
Yeah, the fire will always burn you an' we still light the flame

Let's make it up, baby 'cause I ain't gonna fight
If you're the death of me, darlin', I wanna die

Yeah, tear it up, break it down
Put my heart on your sleeve an' wear it all over town
I know you're a player but you don't play by the rules
An' I'm just another in a long line of fools

Yeah, it's so complicated, I love then I hate it
I'm laughin', you're cryin', I'm livin', you're dyin'
I know you ain't a liar but you don't tell the truth
Hey, you're walkin' on a wire wearin' someone else's shoes

You're handin' out misery, I'll be the first in line
If you're the death of me, darlin', I wanna die

I wanna die
Tear it up, tear it up

Mean by Pink

"Mean"

You use to hold the door for me
Now you can't wait to leave
You use to send me flowers if
You fucked up in my dreams
I use to make you laugh
With all the silly shit I did
Now you roll your eyes and
Walk away and shake your head

When the spark has gone and the candles are out
And the song is done and there's no more sound
Whispers turn to yelling and I'm thinking

[Chorus:]
How do we get so mean? How do we just move on?
How do you feel in the morning
When it comes and everythings undone?
Is it 'cause we wanna be free? Well that's not me.
Normally I'm so strong
I just can't wake up on the floor
Like a thousand times before
Knowing that forever won't be

I'm always sentimental when I think of how it was
When love was sweet and new and we just couldn't get enough
The shower, it reminds me you'd undress me with your eyes
And now you never touch me and you tell me that you're tired

You know it gets so sad when it all goes bad
And all you think about is all the fun you've had
And all those "sorry"'s ain't never gonna mean a thing

[Chorus]

I know we said some things that we can never take back
It's like a train wreck trying to hit the right track
We opened up the wine and we just let it breathe
But we should've drank it down while it was still sweet
It all goes bad eventually

Now do we stay together 'cause we're scared to be alone
We got so used to this abuse it kind of feels like home
But my baby I just really wanna know oh.

"Glitter In The Air" by Pink

Have you ever fed a lover with just your hands?
Closed your eyes and trusted, just trusted?
Have you ever thrown a fist full of glitter in the air?
Have you ever looked fear in the face and said, "I just don't care"?

It's only half past the point of no return
The tip of the iceberg
The sun before the burn
The thunder before the lightning
The breath before the phrase
Have you ever felt this way?

Have you ever hated yourself for staring at the phone?
You're whole life waiting on the ring to prove you're not alone
Have you ever been touched so gently you had to cry?
Have you ever invited a stranger to come inside?

It's only half past the point of oblivion
The hourglass on the table
The walk before the run
The breath before the kiss
And the fear before the flames
Have you ever felt this way?

La La La La La La La La

There you are, sitting in the garden
Clutching my coffee,
Calling me sugar
You called me sugar

Have you ever wished for an endless night?
Lassoed the moon and the stars and pulled that rope tight?
Have you ever held your breath and asked yourself will it ever get better than tonight?
Tonight