another year has come and gone.....sigh

so here i am another year behind me. what has changed in the last year? well mindtwister and i got engaged.....that is one in the positive column. mindtwister survived a near death experience, my kiddos are happy and healthy, my family had a pretty good year all positives. where am i with my personal struggles.......the same place i was a year ago, two years ago, etc. i can't seem to get past some of my issues. i keep looking for the reasons......keep wondering when i will "wake up"? i've made the changes in my life that i thought were necessary to make it happen.......but then something small happens and instead of it being a minor set back, it is major and i end up right where i started.

i am going to continue on my path and maybe next year i will be closer to moving past my issues. only time will tell.